I’m falling in love with you, because you made my heart die for just one second, and I didn’t run away. ~ 'Falling In Love With You'
I’ve always been shit at explaining myself And i can never get my feelings across And so I’d write it down Everything I wish I could say But you wouldn’t even look You wouldn’t give it the time or day And so I’d cry myself to sleep Wishing I could delete Everything I did for … Continue reading I Have To
I’m sick of making every choice, fed up of all this change, all I ever hear is my own voice, it’s been so long it’s starting to sound strange. Lately nothing feels right, everything is blurred together, like wearing someone else’s glasses, and trying to see through this rainy weather. I just want to stay … Continue reading Change
I have always had a form of depression or anxiety in my life. I can’t remember not feeling like all of this is pointless, just existing is exhausting. It’s been so dire at some points, that I’ve had to go on antidepressants and have Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) in my second year at university, because … Continue reading The Day I Realised I Was Finally Happy, At Age 23
I'm tired, I think. I'm not sure anymore if I'm tired or slowly giving up. And I’m confused, whether I’m okay with that, or if I want to fight it. Because the truth is, I like it, I'm used to it, I find comfort in it, comfort in the darkness. And as it consumes me, … Continue reading – Has It Really Come To This
You can get pregnant, and force the man to be a father, but you can’t force yourself, to not force people, into something they don’t want to be. You call words of, ‘selfish’ and ‘stubborn’, and yet if you looked in the mirror, you’d see that the words don’t sting your tongue, because your body … Continue reading Good Parenting
I do not care about You. I do not care about Your daughter. I do not care about Your brother. I do not care about the people who raised You. I do not care about the people who love You. I do not care about the man who delivers Your post. I do not care … Continue reading I Do Not Care