Perhaps, as it seems I am in fact alone alone in this world alone in my room alone in my mind totally and utterly alone and you stand there with an army behind you and family roots holding you steady telling me I'm not alone when I'm trapped in the cage of my own mind … Continue reading Perhaps,
I always thought that I’d be okay when I die, that I’d be okay with not existing once I close my eyes, that the thought of everything I’ve ever done would be gone in an instant wouldn’t scare me. But I was wrong. A couple weeks ago I came back to England after visiting family … Continue reading Two Weeks Ago I Accepted Death
how can you explain to someone the collapse of your mind when the only breakdown they know is seeing someone cry after they’ve made their feelings as worthless as the words they spoke ~ 'Breakdown'
Firstly, this is a very very long article because there’s a lot to say on this matter and I wanted to make sure I had everything covered (I wish I spent this much time and effort on my essays for university). Secondly, this is a very personal subject for me and so is completely opinion … Continue reading I Will Never Change My Mind On Not Having Children, Stop Telling Me I Will
I made myself forget that I was ever bullied at school because I wanted to live my life without thinking it was ever bad I wanted to move on from the girl that was called names I wanted to forget about the girl with no friends I wanted to rise and soar as the girl … Continue reading I Made Myself Forget
Her heart stuttered as he took the blade and with a smirk he pointed it towards her slamming it down beside her hands, she screamed as he drew the blade raising it again. When he hurled down, flowers caressed her fingers and her scream was cut short, the blade had disappeared, along with the … Continue reading The Magician And The Chair
If I knew what love really felt like, I wouldn’t have tried to fill the void with senseless moments and futile people. I wouldn’t have let hollow monsters between my very delicate valley. Fighting for pleasure, but finding yawns. Letting people touch places I wish were untouched, or let fluids drain out of me like … Continue reading Love & Sex