If I knew what love really felt like, I wouldn’t have tried to fill the void with senseless moments and futile people. I wouldn’t have let hollow monsters between my very delicate valley. Fighting for pleasure, but finding yawns. Letting people touch places I wish were untouched, or let fluids drain out of me like … Continue reading Love & Sex
I’ve been thinking about you a lot recently. Your hair, your smile, your laugh. I can see your face so clearly in my mind as if you were standing next to me. I can feel the warmth coming off your body and I want to reach out my hand and touch yours. Feel our hands … Continue reading I’ve Been Thinking About You A Lot Recently
If you could see what I have been through, perhaps you’d love me more. Or you’d love me less, for the things I had done and now regret. I’ve made mistakes, I’ve been through hell at no fault of my own, and to lay here with you makes all of it worth it. Worth every … Continue reading Then I Found You
Sometimes I wish I never fell into your arms, so I would never feel this way, but then I think of the woman I’ve become, and I wouldn’t change it to this day. ~ 'So I Guess A Thank You Is In Need'
When I think back to what we were, all those years ago when I use to sneak into your room, there was this feeling inside of me, that crept up when you were around, and sank back down when I’d leave. Now that feeling’s dead and gone, like a ripple it faded away, into an … Continue reading To An Island
I remember when you said that you were mine, You said that sounded silly, and I said it was fine. You said I had you all to myself, And I said that I wouldn’t want anyone else. You texted me saying, I wish you could come back to bed, I replied wouldn’t you rather do … Continue reading The Texts I wish You Had Sent
Some feelings never leave, they’re stuck between the cracks of that frail heart of yours that he so easily snapped. then he took the broken pieces and he fed them to the night, so you could never love somebody new, only feel the loneliness of starlight. You use to be warm and gracious, an angel … Continue reading To The Dark